A lot of things are on my mind right now. It’s probably not the greatest idea to hop on a blog post and write when your mind is scattered with a million different thoughts, but I know my writing process and it seems that every time I “don’t have time to write about it” I have a brilliant idea and then forget it by the time I actually have time to write about it. So right now, when I have all the time in the world I might as well jot down some of my thoughts and feelings so it’ll propel me into a more creative mindset. This past week has been very inspirational as my boyfriend came up from his home in Kentucky to stay with me for a week and we explored many different places.
I don’t know what it is about him that makes me this way – maybe it’s just the self confidence that tends to come from a partner. He also has a very strong “I give No Fucks” personality that also comes in handy when my anxiety spikes and I can’t stop thinking about what other people think.
I wish I had the time to write posts while I did these fun things, because looking back on the week itself we did a whole lot and I feel like I can’t capture the moments the right way now that all of it has happened. But he was only here for this short period of time, and I didn’t want any of the time to go to waste. Especially when he has to go back home to a job that puts him on an opposite schedule as me (so he’s sleeping while I’m working and I’m working while he’s sleeping). We have the weekends to Skype, but before he was promoted it was a nightly routine and something to look forward to at the end of a long day. I’m super proud of him for moving up in the ranks but it’s made communication for us difficult since we’re 16 hours apart by car and we always relied on texting as our main form of conversing.
So now that I’ve had some time to write out what’s on my mind I guess I’m just gonna take a little glance with whoever is reading back at my week. At first I was going to combine our whole week into one post, but it turns out I’ve got enough down to do multiple! I’m scheduling them to come out consecutively during this week so this blog can for once be a little consistent!